Tuesday, October 04, 2005

i'm far too unstable to settle

mell promptly announced, after reading my blog, that i am "crazy." this forced me to look back on my (few) past entries.. and lo and behold-- it (my blog) definitely does seem to ring true of someone who gets mood swings so often she gets motion sickness.

so, i am coming out on this blog and saying i truly am crazy. this is mainly because i obsess over things (usually music, but it can be boys, coach purses, shoes, my ipodmini, celeb. gossip, penguins... also, i do, on occassion, enjoy being learned) then i get bored really fast and switch around between the obsessions. i noticed the spasticism early on because my mom and i clash a lot over that-- because we're both inherently spastic. there are a lot of times we end up kind of shrieking at each other, and then we don't even know why we're yelling/angry. we just are. spastic, that is. i don't know where my obsessive nature comes from, but i'm sure there's some great explanation stemming from a childhood experience just waiting to manifest itself.

but i'm fun, i swear.

ps. i just bought $150 worth of cds today at tower and best buy. i'm going to need to start selling my organs at this rate. any takers? (i only need one kidney right?)

2 comments:

b said...

yeah, you're crazy, but aren't we all?

i only read this cause it says, 'vanessa is cool.' thank you. mao is emo.

hahahha kidding

Unknown said...

you can sell a lung too. and your liver regenerates. and don't forget bone marrow. oh- and blood (although i guess you don't weight enough and people usually donate that).